I can't stop thinking about Ayantu's Mama. I cannot imagine the feelings that must go through her mind each and every day...often. When I try to contemplate our circumstances and environment forcing Brian and I to give up caring for Sahara I can hardly breathe. We pray that Ayantu's Mama will encounter the one and only love that can fill her heart back up again some day. We pray that her spirit will somehow sense that her precious little girl will be cared for, loved and cherished. May God's peace invade her soul.
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Jen, this is something no one (except us adopting mommies) can really fully share or process with friends and family because you can only "get it" if you have gone through it. Hence why we find support and encouragement in the adopting community. I have been where you are now. I have been where you will be in a few months. I am here if I can help process or hold your hand through these very grown up thoughts and situations that are the "darker side" of adoption. Always remember, there is beauty in the brokenness--that is the essence of the salvation story.
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